Optimism Has Gone

Is it part of human nature that people like to compare themselves with others? Compare about how great your life is? Compare your wealth? Compare your results? Compare about every single thing! Maybe to most of the people, it makes them feel better to compare themselves especially with people who are not as good as them?

Maybe this can be another thing to add on to my ‘things that annoy me’ list.

I never like comparing with others. Just don’t see the point of doing it? Maybe at times I do compare with people who are better by taking it as a challenge to strive for the best!

I was trying to stay happy and calm even after I got back some of my results but it is so bad I can’t even smile anymore :( Optimism has gone! Now I can only tell myself

‘work harder next time Eunice!’

I’m always good at blaming others when I failed to do something. Blame the people around me, the time, Facebook? Blame everything but not myself. I think my name should be Lai(blame in Cantonese) Eunice. I really need to stop blaming others for everything that had happened and accept that I’m the root of all these!

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO!

end this post with a happy picture of us at Wei Gee’s place. :)

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Things That Piss Me OFF!

I thought of updating my blog after I get back my camera from my aunt cause I don’t wanna update anymore wordy post. My blog is getting more and more boring! No pictures just words. But she took it away last Sunday. :( I don’t even have the chance to transfer AAR concert pictures and whatever random pictures I took.

me tickling Joon Sung! :D

Anyway after reading fourfeetnine’s blog, I decided to make my list of things or people or whatever that annoys me. And since lately people find it amusing to annoy me! I’m gonna list them down here.

1. People who is about to tell you something and then later on says ‘never mind’! Just don’t start the sentence if you don’t plan to tell lah! Why wanna make me curious pfft? Do you know curiosity kills a cat cutie(me me me!)? And then make me beg them to tell me about it! WAH DOUBLE THE ANNOYINGNESS OKAY!

2. When people try to clean up my messy study table. It’s like 358 days messy in a year. Why 358? There’s 365 days in a year. And minus the one week because I will clean it up before Chinese New Year LOL! And the rest of the year it will be messy. When people clean my table. I wouldn’t know where are my stuffs anymore. I’m an unorganized person pfft! Just don’t touch my table!!

3. Some guys keep bugging me to leave my hair long. Cause apparently girls with long hair are nicer? Why? I like it short can? I think I look better with short hair. Although I’m kinda leaving it slightly longer than before. But it’s not gonna be LONG long kinda hair. Just SHORT long hair. okayyyy short long hair wtf.

4. Treat me like a small girl. ME AIN’T NO SMALL GIRL! ME PHYSICALLY SMALL BUT ME NO MENTALLY SMALL OK! Me like to talk like that! Me thinks it’s cute to talk like that. Me give up talking like that already. I’m 17 years 11 months old already and turning 18 soon. Don’t judge me by my size and height lahhhhhh! :(

5. Checking on me. Checking on my whereabouts! Okay maybe this is acceptable for safety reasons. But no for checking my text inbox! Why so kepoh? I don’t read yours so don’t read mine! BOOOO!

6. Telling me toilet ghost stories! PFFT! I just cannot stand toilet ghost stories lah! Why horror movies always use toilet scenes? Long hair girl! Wet! Water dripping! Stupid toilet scenes!!!!

7. When I wanna make a list. And suddenly my mind went blank don’t know how to continue this anymore annoys me tooooo! So I shall stop here.

BTW, I screwed up Physics and Chemistry! Thank God Bio was OK! Let’s wait for Math tomorrow.

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Hello Blog!

The owner is back. for good this time! :)

I’ve been self grounding myself at home for a(do you say ‘a’ fortnight? hmmm. yeah just Googled and it’s A fortnight haha! I love Google!) fortnight because I had trials last week.

What can I say about it. HORRIBLE TERRIBLE VEGETABLE(HTV)!(haha! I used to use this sentence a lot. Learnt it from some Singapore movie I think. It’s lame but haha!)

It’s so HTV™ I can even screwed the easiest paper up or at least I thought it was easy. I’m talking about Math btw. But oh well it’s over now! Worry about the results later and ENJOY NOW! :)

I went to Greenbox with the collegemates again cause we got free vouchers and stuff.

Then headed to Pavilion with Carmen and Cassandra for ‘Time Traveler’s Wife’.
A 9/10 movie! 
–1 cause the ending was kinda rush. Cass and I were sobbing and that emotionless Carmen laughed at us pfft. IT WAS SAD OK. Watch comedy with her, don’t laugh. Watch sad movies, don’t cry wtf.

Hah I know my blog is getting kinda wordy lately. I always forget to bring my camera out. Will have pictures soon yeah! I’m going out later to meet PHG and to DIgi Music Unlimited All-American Rejects concert with Elle and Carmen.

‘I wanna i wanna i wanna touch you! you wanna touch me too~’

tata people! Promise will have pictures in the next post.

Dooms Month

I think October is dooms month or something. Bad omen!
Everything seems to go against my way!! Hopefully things will get better soon.
*fingers crossed*

1. Relationship failed.
2. Rainy days add more emoness into it. And I always forget to bring my umbrella >.< Even Amos who always bring his aunty umbrella forgot too.
3. Trials is next week and I’m still not prepared. :/

Okay maybe it’s only this 3 things that kept me :( instead of :). But this 3 is enough already.

Anyway, I’ve finally transferred some backdated photos to the PC. So it’s time to blog :D

Last Raya break(haha Raya yeah! So long ago), I went out with a couple of friends whom I didn’t hang out with for quite some time already. Went to catch G-Force. :)

Had lunch at Nando’s. I was craving for the potatoes hehe!

Kit Yeng – Diane – Jun Kit – Kian Wee.

Kit Yeng – Diane – Kai Lynn

Last two weeks, few of the PHG[s] went to Wei Gee’s house to surprise her with a cake. Eh I don’t think this tactic will work anymore lah! So sien already.

*knock knock*
Waiting for her to open the door. She’s inside studying for her upcoming finals >.<

 
‘OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!’

Food food food. :) There’s also Wei Gee’s konnyaku jellies :) Her trademark.

 

Remember that I posted this few months back?

My great grandma just passed away this Wednesday morning. I think maybe it’s really time for her to go than suffering here in pain.
We’ll miss you, ah tai!

GTG study people! Will try to keep my blog updated.

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Random #10

I’m very lazy to update about outings.
I’m also lazy to transfer pictures to the PC.
Lazy to study when trials is next week.
Lazy to do my IELTS essay zzz.

lazy lazy lazy.

I can’t believe that it’s October already. Just two more months and it’ll be 2010. O____O How time flies seriously! I think I’ve wasted the whole year doing nothing beneficial at all. I spent like half of the year slacking before I started college. And still is even after college started.

I think I need to blog about something happy in the next post before people think I’m under depression hahaha!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I’m not suicidal lah! LOL!

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